TOM PETTY SAID IT BEST,

The waiting is the hardest part. I am waiting for some news which can release me from a spell cast on me some 18 years ago. This spell controlled my life and never truly let me enjoy anything in my life. It sometimes slept silently within me , and other times flared like the dragon's nostrils.It was like the hump on the hunchback of Noterdame, going everywhere I did and never letting me forget its hold on my life. This spell has cast a sadness on my life and reverberated off any one close to me.And now this spell is an eyelash away from being subdued and destroyed.It is the dragonslayer whom holds my fate. A man dressed in dark garments and wielding a mallet so strong that with one strike can destroy this cancerous spell infused in my being. He is now in complete control of my life, and I, CAN only watch humbly as I live in his hands. He must choose whether to release me of the demons or prolong this hungry flame for the rest of my earthly life. I ask him for mercy but he does not hear my mute cries. I plead for justice, but I do not know if he is a just man. I do know that he holds the power. I need to know, NOW! I have been waiting for two days for relief. It is like chewing on my bones.I need to know if I am FREE, or destined to remain a hollow being acting out a life. Waiting is the hardest part!