Missing someone

She loves you. She adores you. She is always in your face. And...it scares you. You feel in control. You feel safe. You feel adored, and...she stops, just like that. No warning, no cushion, no regards. You stop, and see if you aren't dreaming. You pinch yourself to check your reaction.You realize she's gone, and you miss her more and more each moment, each hour, each day, each week, each month, and so on. You see an eternity without her, and you tremble because she is the one for you, and you KNOW it. As hard as it is to put falling leaves back on trees, it is just as hard to go back to where it once was. All you can do is miss her over and over again, night after long night.